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2007-06-23T20:58:00.001+08:00

Oh my shit. That wasn't supposed to be seen.

2007-06-18T11:37:00.000+08:00

Denise wants me to blog. Haha! So here I am. (:

Anyway people, I changed my email address!
candies.lollies@hotmail.com

I created a CyWorld yesterday night. But I deleted it today. Haha! I guess I'm going to stick to blogger cause its more familiar. Though CyWorld has loads of cool and nice features - you can create a miniroom, customize a minime, but no one uses it! As in among my friends. ): Cause there are like communities and stuff, so if no one uses it.. I'll be so alone there. So I practically wasted a lot of time playing around CyWorld yesterday. Haha!

I'm running out of time to mug, but I really do hope I do okay in terms. Cause there's chalet till Wednesday, leaving me about 4 days only. (:

Okay, gotta go pack my bag. Bye!

2007-06-11T09:27:00.000+08:00

I really have no mood to post, but I don't want to forget about my birthday.

Yes, I'm finally 17. 17 but not grown up yet. How I wished I'd turned 17 months instead of 17 years old.

Firstly, thanks loads loads for all those who wished me Happy Birthday. (: When I thought most people wouldn't remember (cause JC life's really hetic and all) but surprisingly they did! These are the people who made my day with their wishes (some belated, and some early. Haha) :
James, Royston, Jiawei, Alderic, Hongian, Hazel, Boonboon, Adin, Joe, Shiyi, Alvin, Xiaogu, Shitien, Peilin, Fiona, Yini, Ting, Huayning, Elwin, Ian, Yining, Jeffrey, Charlene, Marcela, Angeline, Jacklyn, Anjelina, Shelvi, Issey, Junjie, Juen Keat, Sarah, Sinlin, Huiqian, Hubert, Weikeat, Sweetheart, Denise, Yanxun

Did I forget anyone? Haha. Anyway people, thanks!! (:

Hm, the day was spent quite simply. (: Loved the mahjong session and the cake. Haha! And the BALLOON and the SHREK EARS. My mum and sis bought me a mango cake too! (: My all time favourite. (:

I got presents! (: Although its not much but (: loved them all. My sister bought me a bikini, the girls Hazel, Shelvi, Ting and Huayning got me Ralph Lauren Cool (they tried lying it was a shoebag) and my parents and aunt gave me $$. Haha! (:
That's all for my birthday!

2007-06-11T09:15:00.000+08:00

It's been a real long time since I've last posted.
And I got no mood to post now too. :/

God knew I was such a cry baby so He gave me dimples to make me smile more.
Its not working. :/

2007-06-04T21:15:00.001+08:00

On Friday I went back Commonwealth to watch my juniors perform! I miss sweetheart Clara and all the times we spent together slacking and talking! Haha. Mixed around with some of the juniors. (: Loves!

Connie was absent cause of her high fever so there were some parts when she is supposed to be lifted up and there's no one there. Nevertheless, the dance was so beautiful! (: And dance members are getting more and more disciplined. Haha. I remember whenever my generation was asked to put on those red lipsticks and we always complain like crazy and try to get lipsticks of lighter colours but the juniors were like: later get scolded, its better to put. I'm so proud of them! (: Meijun, Shirleen and Tianju came for the performance as well. (:

Photos:
Clara and Joanne!

Lovely juniors - Qiqi Chewyan Lishan Clara

Seniors Shirleen Meijun and Tianju with Mandy

Seniors with Clara

On Saturday I went to East Coast with Ting, Huayning and Hazel meeting up with QT people there. Haha, Hazel and me left after 1 hour upon reaching the beach, half an hour we were lost and the other half we just sat at a table along the beach. And also, I went to City Harvest service at Expo for Emerge with Hazel. (: The atmosphere is really very high! It doesn't feel like worship, more like a concert. Haha. Then there's this Taiwan celebrity Liu Geng Hong who proposed to his girlfriend in front of the whole crowd. Hazel keep saying that its romantic. Hah! Alderic should get the hint! (: Caught up with Hazel quite a bit while waiting for her Dad to come pick us up (: Maybe I'll be going for service with her every Saturday, cause on one hand its a good way to keep in touch with her and also I need to find a Saturday service to go! Haha, cause I have ballet on Sunday. Although I feel quite weird about the whole congregation speaking in tongues but I feel comforted that Hazel doesn't! (:

Sunday I went for ballet and there's this new girl who joined the class. She was an ex ACJC student, graduated last year! But she seriously looks so young that I didn't thought she was older than me. And she was previously in a Grade 6 class at Forms yet our class is doing Grade 3 or 4 work. Kind of weird. Haha.

Now its one week without that someone.

2007-05-31T11:19:00.000+08:00

Went swimming yesterday!
Well, not really swimming, considering the fact that I didn't swim much. Haha! (: Was playing in the lazy pool and wave pool. Can't believe that I actually got a little burnt although I went in the early morning and there wasn't really much sun. (: Went to eat KFC at the JE sports complex, and HONEY ROASTED WINGS from the Pizza Hut. Loves! Its my all time favourite. (:

I skipped Literature lesson and luckily I didn't go cause Maryanne told me it was boring! Haha. I seriously don't like my teacher. ): Cause I don't think I've really learnt anything at all from him. ): I'm so going to fail my Literature.

Hm. Today is Vesak Day! (: Public holiday and I'm stuck at home. Nevermind! Shall try to do some work. (: Though its most probably going to be a failed attempt. Hah!

I finally know what I had to do. A little patience, a little understanding plus a bucketful of hope and love. I'm not going to force my way, not going to fiercely demand, but just going to tell you how exactly I feel. Maybe.. Just maybe. Things will get straightened out and better, just like it had been these few days. Then maybe.. We'll survive. (:

2007-05-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

Been too emo nowadays.
Sometimes little things make a difference - although you might think its not wrong but you aren't aware how badly it affected others.

Anyway, last thursday Denise and I skipped school. Haha! We went shopping in town. Bought a few stuff, 2 tops one from fareast and the other from forever 21 and a Roxy bag. (: Spending money cheers me up loads. And I went to thread my eyebrow, bought the 5 times package which costs about $60. My sister says she'll return me the money and I really hope she sticks to it cause I'm kind of broke. (: Had fun shopping with Denise! We tried many ugly clothes in Isetan. Hah! And I overslept on my way home, guess shopping really makes you tired. (:

Friday. School was half day! (: Didn't do anything much. There was the blood donation drive thing at AC but my mum has minor thalassaemia and I wasn't tested for that anaemia so I didn't donate. Haha. I'm not scared okay!

What did I do on Saturday? Oh! I went Ian's house for mahjong. I got the bamboo luck! Haha. After playing Ting, Jeff, and Alvin went to the bubble tea shop and to Alvin's house downstairs basketball court. Haha. Ting killed a green mini spider! Got scolded by my mum badly cause I didn't pick up the phone and we're supposed to go out as a family for dinner. We are Western food at Bedok block 18! Haha. Its NICE! My sister found out that place from the internet. Apparently it serves restaurant quality western food but its cheaper priced cause its at a coffee shop! I ate salmon which was rather bland but the others looked nice! Didn't eat meat that day cause of the after effects of that video. So I ate fish! But the steak really looks appealing. (: Sister and brother ate that. Haha.

My brother refused to take a photo with us so here's me and my sister:

On Sunday I went for ballet then ate MacDonalds at KAP with monster. (: Seaweed shaker fries are nice!

These two days I've been STONING around. (:
Bye people!

2007-05-28T14:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you arrive at a crossroad with two roads leading to God-knows-where. Its' hard to make a decision without knowing what lies ahead so you just take the left road with more sunshine and birds instead of the gloomy and dark one.

I chose to believe, I chose to trust,
but sometimes I wonder if its all an illusion and this road is in fact the darker and gloomier one.

2007-05-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

When I was bathing I kept thinking about the animals in the video Ms Ho let us watched today. ): I've always know that the animals we're eating come from slaughter houses (like duh) and are reared comercially for eating purposes. But, when you look at how cruel man can be dealing with the animals who did no wrong.. I feel so guilty. Luckily I don't eat much pork and beef. In fact I don't really eat them. (cause they don't taste that nice) You guys should have seen the video; the way that guy slammed the pig onto the ground, the emotionless faces which continuously branded the cow which was struggling to get off but held in place by a small cage, and also the poor chickens which legs are broken before and flung about so ruthlessly to be transported to the slaughter house.

I just wish they get better treatment. Its like - they are what we're eating and we should be thankful so don't treat them that way! ): I won't be a vegan cause its almost impossible for me to eat veggies everyday, but from now on I'm going to pray before every meal to tell God how terribly these animals died and ask God to grant the animals happiness in afterlife wherever they are. ):

The video really affected me loads. I should have left and missed the video then I won't be feeling this way.

2007-05-25T20:46:00.000+08:00

Gentle Reminder: Its 12 days to my birthday.
(: Hah!

List of things I WISH for:
Escada Into The Blue PACKAGE BOX ( cause I lost the pretty glittery box ): )

Currently there's nothing else. ):
I wonder why I always lose stuff.

2007-05-24T20:29:00.000+08:00

Just when I was so happy and glad, your piece of news just breaks me down again. I sincerely hope that what I imagined won't happen again in the future, but sometimes I just feel that it is inevitable. And maybe it is inevitable.

I just don't get it.
I don't know what to think.
I don't want any more quarrels.
I'm at loss of what to do what to act.
Totally.

And I can't stop the tears from flowing, when no one's looking.

2007-05-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE OUT THERE.
I don't like Mr Ong in that that way!! He's just a nice looking teacher. Haha. Pretty funny too. And tml I'm not going to school again! Have a shopping date. Luckily I'm not going cause there's like extra Maths lessons after class and also Ms Yu's changing the practical to tutorial. PE is so fun! I love playing floorball! and handball! I miss playing floorball man! Cause my primary school PE lessons consisted of floorball quite alot during our P6 days. (: And I can't score for handball. I suck at throwing. Lol.

And to those out there who don't understand me, or rather don't know about here at all, this is for you, all 7 pages of my MBTI results. Have fun reading! (:

Oh ya, my scanning skills kind of suck. Haha! (: Goodnight!

2007-05-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm not really feeling good. Cause I just found out that - lied to me like some time ago. But neverminds! Sometimes I should just close one eye, pretend that things never happen, to look on the bright side. So actually I'm rather thankful to God cause He gifted me with forgetfulness. (: It's truely a gift I must say, cause it allows me to forgive easily.

I suck as a Christian I must say. I dread going church, I don't read the Bible and I live life without thinking who's up there unconsiously. I do believe in Him, I know He exists, but sometimes all those overly rated Christian freaks just scares me out. It's kind of ironic in the sense when..-... Ya. Haha! My blog's censored! (: But anyway I'm trying to find a new church, to have a change of environment and I swear I'm never going to become one of those Christian freaks. My parents are a good example of non Christian freaks who loves God as much as any Christian freak out there. (:

It feels wrong blogging this. Haha, but this is how I feel. (:

School was okay today. Ms Yu wasn't here so we got like a free period during Chemistry tutorial, and GP relieve teacher released us early cause WE BEING GOOD STUDENTS finished our essay. Haha! I didn't run 2.4 today, and maybe I'll just settle for a B. (: 29 points should be good enough? For the lazy me. And Mr Ong is sooo funny today. Sighs, if only he isn't attached. HAH! And my Project Work survey failed the teacher's expectations. ): Have to redo!

Its just a few days to holidays. I'm looking forward.
BYE PEEPS!

2007-05-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

BLOG BLOG BLOG.

Haha. School was so boring today. Had a long Biology tutorial in the morning cause there's no lab. ): And Mr Joogal Kishor lied that the principal was coming to observe us. Stupid! We celebrated the birthdays of the three: Joe, Winnie and Zhanglin. So not organised. Haha. We got like people missing and stuff. The candles melted until like a pool of wax, but nevertheless we got the celebration on. (: Cake was chocolate cake. Didn't eat cause I don't like chocolate (cake). Haha. But its really cool having 3 people with the same birth date in the same class. (:

And after school, I tried really really hard to contact the stupid Ting and Huayning. That 2 stupid girls. Haha. Think cause of something their phone weren't with them. But ANYWAY, I CRASHED JJC. (: Cause there's sports day, and I (being so deprived of fun) wanted to have a feel. (: BIKILAAAA! It was really quite fun, bought the Bikila house tee and camouflaged in with Ting and Huayning. And I joined the correct house cause they got overall champion!! WOW. There's this cheerleader for the house who seemed really scary, the way she cheer. Haha, very man. How I wish I'm in JJC! But ACJC's fun cause of SC9 too. (: And Ting joined this event where you have to run with this 3 kg ball, (5kg for guys) which is really.. okay, I think. Haha. People tend to drop the ball then the ball will like roll by itself. Okay, I think no one gets me. Anyway, the JJC spirit is sooo exciting! Saw many of my old school friends as well. Saw Fiona. (((:

Then went for dinner with Huayning, Ting, Royston and Jeffrey at the KFC near JJC. Haha. Cause we sat at this 4 seater table near the sink. Roy sat like blocking the way to the sink then there's this KFC aunty who keep complaining. She said like if he sits there, he'll block people walking, and blah blah blah. POOR ROY, cause that aunty repeated the same damn point like tons of times, over and over again. Haha! Now we know what Royston is scared of: people nagging. (: And the aunty repeated the thing to us girls too. Lol. After dinner we went to the bubble tea shop for Roy and Jeff to buy drinks, proceeded to some void deck near the shop to talk talk talk. Haha! The guys keep going toilet, damn funny! Something is wrong with their bladder. We keep taking Jeff's stuff LOL. And stupid Royston trick me la! What deng1long3da4sai4, then he told me is like some lantern thing, and ridiculously I believed it. Haha, cause of the word deng1long3 (lantern) WHAT. So stupid. Imagined how long we sat there, haha, that I only reached home at 10pm. (: But it was fun talking to them!

And I gotta go go go. (: Freaking tired and tomorrow playing with QT people and the girls. CHEERS!

2007-05-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

Okay, I forgot to post about my stupid bus trip today.
Went home alone on 198 and was freaking tired so fell asleep next to this middle aged girl. And my head started swing here and there so I think she's a little scared of me. Haha. Then there's this stop near ITE where quite some students boarded. And being too sleepy, My stupid head just went like swing swing.. YA. When the woman alighted, I moved in AND continued sleeping. So there's this turn nearing JP and my head just went "BANG!" against the window. ):

It hurts damn badly and I was super embarrassed about it.
This is the reason I hate going home alone sooo much. Haha.

Because of that stupid knock, I feel that I'm getting stupider. I'm thinking stupid stuff again and asking lame questions again when I just shouldn't have bothered asking. Just plain stupid. Shucks. What's gotten into me! Anyway, I just don't think you should say that I'm being good cause I only feel like a puppet. I'm not saying this like with anger hurt or er, stupidity. I don't mean it in the negative way either, but I guess sometimes you should start to understand me as well. Look at things in my shoes and try to give way like I'm trying to. (: Nevertheless, I'm happy now, cause of those other wonderful people in my life. So stupid girl stop thinking so much. How I wish I had more things to do. (besides homework) VOLLEY PLEASE START ASAP.

Goodnight people.

2007-05-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE READING THIS:
I'M EXTREMELY HAPPY TODAY. ;D

Haha. Most probably cause I talked to THE PE teacher. And also because today is an extremely fun fun day! (: Haha. Had loads of laughs and giggles today all because of DENISE. Okay, its fun having her in the same class, sitting beside her every lesson and having giggly sessions. BUT PLEASE DUN TEASE ME ABOUT !@#%$^& WHEN ITS SO NOT TRUE. (: AND YINI TOO. Haha. Really really love my class loads now cause its really fun. Denise and Yini with me laughing all day. (though sometimes Yini really look so stone) Joy and Rethinam. (haha!) Terrence and Yanxun cracking stupid jokes all day. And much much more! And we're like spreading the trend of disliking that certain someone! Okay, we're not that bad. Its just that people start to realise what's wrong with her. AND I WANT TO PLAN CLASS OUTING. (: So that the lovely people can have a day out together. Haha. Loving SC9. *grins!

AND OMG YES THE PE TEACHER. Haha. We're (Denise and me) like 'hanging out' with that group of PE teachers and they make me want to be a PE teacher as well. They are SO funny! And YAY, Denise will be joining volley. (: Cause I told her that most J1s don't really know how to play as well. (: Like ME! But then it may not be starting so soon because they have to settle the CCA budget first. Boohoo. I'm going to grow fat at home.

I'n going off now. TATA. (:

Quoting from Denise's blog:

BACK ON TRACK! I swear Shuqi is so much fun to be with :) So during gp today we were talking bout environmental issues and then Shuqi was telling me that she wanted to turn on the air-con tonight and then it was like:

Me: Why? Dont you turn on the air-con every night?
Her: No?!
Me: Why? ARE YOU DOING YOUR PART TO PREVENT GLOBAL WARMING?!

And we started laughing because its like freaking funny can you imagine her mum going: Shuqi, today's very hot, remember to turn on your air-con tonight! And then Shuqi will reply: NO! DONT SUPPORT GLOBAL WARMING *pumps fist up into the air*

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Okay nvm maybe its not very funny to you lol and I was being really random during gp class. Yini and Shuqi were talking and talking and then suddenly I just went: The bus no air-con. LOL I didnt even know what I myself was talking bout hahaha and all three of us started to laugh and laugh and laugh :D

2007-05-13T18:40:00.000+08:00

There was this error for posting the last few days. But anyway, I found out from the Blogger Help Discussion group that this only occurs among Singnet users. So anyway, follow the instructions on this website: click here! and hopefully your problem will be solved. Mine was! (:

Actually I blogged quite alot yesterday, but it wasn't posted due to that error. Haha. But anyway, Denise and me went to Kallang to watch Yini play on Friday, before Rock AC. She's freaking good! I'm so proud to have her as a friend. Despite the sprained ankle she is still able to perform so well. (: Cabbed back down to AC to watch Rock AC. Felt kind of weird there because I'm like a stranger to Denise's friends. Haha. Can't really talk to them. And it ended quite late, about 1030pm? The performances were rather breathtaking, especially the pianist. Absolutely amazing! I wish I could play like him, but then again piano is rather boring. (the reason why I stopped)

Saturday, hm. What did I do? OH YA. I went MacDonalds to study myself. Haha. There's like 2 tests tomorrow and I'm so going to die for both. Just pray that I am able to concentrate and finish reading GP package and my maths tutorials at least. (: At night I went to my grandma's house for a simple Mother's Day celebration. Just dinner and family gathering. (:

I attended ballet classes with Sarah today. And I guess I'll be joining them. (: YAY. But this class don't really make me sweat. And I want to sweat! Haha. Cause the teacher focus more on techniques and perfecting our basics.

And PEOPLE, try this:

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

I saw it on my sister's blog and tried. It's quite accurate! (: Have fun!

2007-05-10T19:23:00.000+08:00

There's s stupid problem with accessing the blogger template. ): It lasted for so many days already! And just today they identified the problem. Cause it was some internal error at first. I'm going to get Denise to teach me how to use livejournal during the June holidays. Haha.

Anyway, I didn't go school today. I woke up with my muscles aching like crazy in the morning, all thanks to the 5 stations I did yesterday. Haha. And do you know that people get limited edition T-shirts for being the top in either stations?! I so want it! Lol. But its kind of difficult cause AC got so many sport pros, who are like indefinitely fit and ya. ): But I want the T-shirt!! Haha. Okay, sidetracked. Hm, stayed home today to study for the Biology test tomorrow and also cause I don't want to walk in school like some constipated thing all thanks to the muscle aches. Haha. Rather unproductive cause I've only finished reading DNA notes.

And tomorrow I'm going to go school! (like duh) Cause there's Rock AC and also Denise and me are going Kallang again! YES, again. To watch our dear Yini play netball. (: Hope it doesn't rain this time. Haha. Ms Yu has been complaining bout us. And our results. Haha. Actually its Yini. But its pretty unfair cause she got netball seasons. Denise and me will make her into top scorer during the June holidays! We'll MUG LIKE CRAZY. TOGETHER. (:

Anyway, thanks to nice people around me. I'm kind of feeling.. GOOD! Haha. I've got lovely friends who care alot for me. AND I'VE DECIDED. I'm making this crazy resolution. I'm never going to date again until I decided that I'm going to marry that guy, instead of dating cause of impulsiveness and rashness, and the inability to be decisive. (: HOORAYYY. Okay. Bye! *scoots off to study for Bio. (:

Denise & Me.

Cheery girl. Haha.

2007-05-08T19:10:00.000+08:00

song title: What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Good evening! (: School really sucks now, with all the tests and homework. And I got a new phone. (: Love it. I'm flat broke now. Haha.
Anyway, Alfie sent me this song like some time ago. But its really meaningful. (: And it reminds me of someone close.

OKAY. Stop thinking. Read GP package! (: Listen to the song peeps!

P.S There is a current error for blogger's template. Shall change the song as soon as possible. (:

2007-05-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. (:

Seriously, I won't make that silly decision again. I'm going to stand firm. I know what I want now. Yesterday's decision was the right one. I've cried enough, I've said more than enough. Haha. If all these failed, nothing works right? (: As for the people out there chancing on my blog and seeing this post. DON'T ASK MUCH! Haha. I'm happy the way I am now.. Though yesterday I wasn't. (: I'm glad God took something away yet he gave me much more. I'm not only sad for a day, the fact is that I hadn't been myself lately. I've been sad for dunno how many freaking weeks. It's time to stop. Mr Ong says I'm the most cheery girl in my class. Haha. And I shall be. ;D

Shall go shopping for a phone later. (: With my besties!

And to Charlene, thanks. (: I'm really thankful that you're willing to talk to me. After the stupid things I've done. You cheered me up a lot. (:

WHAT ABOUT MY GPP! ): It sucks to do it alone. I wished I had better people in my group. Haha. Cause of that one rotten egg, my group sucks. Poor me!

2007-04-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

HEY! Blogging from school now.
Skipped a lecture. ;D

Denise and I are such ponstars.
Not to forget Yini too. SHE'S THE BEST, SHE SKIPPED SCHOOL. ):
Miss her. Haha!

To that someone:
Look at yourself and you'll know why this happens to you all the time.
(:
If reason doesn't exist, we won't distance ourselves from you.
TADA!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.
i hate school. (:

2007-04-28T21:36:00.000+08:00

):
just leave me alone.
i'll get used.
go ahead.

2007-04-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

Hey people!
I'm having loads of fun hanging out with Denise and Yini. (: And we're all PONstars. Haha. Skipped a few Biology lectures already.

I went to Kallang Netball Centre with Denise supposedly to watch Yini play netball today. But it rained! Heavily. Wasted trip, considering we took a bus, mrt and taxi to get there. And the match was postponed to tommorrow. ): No chance to watch Yini play. So Denise and me wanted to go home, but we both took the correct bus in the wrong direction! So dumb. (all because of denise) Then we finally realised the bus was going in the wrong direction when Denise asked this China passerby. We felt so lost! Haha. Nevertheless, the bus ride was enjoyable! We kept laughing like crazy. (: In the end, we took bus 966 to Eunos station and ate our dinner at some unknown place. Ate claypot chicken and the chicken the store vendor gave was so much.

My PW isn't progressing okay! Well, my group don't really have the best people. ): I WANT YINI. Haha. We still can't decide on what exactly to do, and the GPP is due next Friday! ):

The week was pretty enjoyable cause I got lovely friends to hang out with and I haven't really been doing my homework. Haha. Got them all piled up to the weekends. Had a fun-filled trip to Gelare with Denise and Yini on Thursday. (: And stupid sports meet on Wednesday with I didn't win anything at all. Haha. The week's pretty nice except on some occasions when I couldn't stand that certain person. (: Cheers!

-miss my besties. When are we going to collect our certificates!? (:

Photos:
Me Denise Yini (:

Me&Yini

MR ONG!

Denise&Me

My cutest boy.

Take care everyone! (:

2007-04-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

PE!! is so tiring. Haha. Luckily we were discounted like 2 rounds from the original amount Mr Ong wanted us to run. Anyways, its been long since I've last posted. This blog is so dead. ): And no one reads it! Except Hazel my dear who requested me to post. (: Thanks.

Hmm, school is so busy busy busy. Tests are starting and I'm mugging. Well, not really but I do study! Haha. And recently I'm addicted to honey water. Actually I loved honey water since like tons of years already. (: But its really nice, you people should try it. I drink it everyday and almost everytime! Besides all these in school, actually its pretty boring. I feel so stuffy, like there's no meaning to go school! I miss my besties. ): So much.

It was CSS dance SYF today. ): I didn't go to watch it, cause I had school and there's no way to leave halfway. But I know they surely did their best! Its seems just yesterday when I performed at the SYF. Aww, reminiscence. But this time round I hope they can get Gold with Honors. And they will! Because the dance's really nice, all thanks to Ding Hong lao shi. (:

My CCA is not really advancing, cause I'm not in the school team, only 3 J1s went in! But why can't I be one of them! Why didn't God make me jump higher?! Haha. And I just took part in 100m sprint yesterday. ACJC's annual track meet. (: It was sooo fun! I got into the finals, but I'm second last in the finals, comparing the timings. The finals' next Wednesday though, hope I'll do okay. Haha. Weikeat and Yini said I laughed halfway running! But actually I think I just smiled subconciously. Haha, cause it feels very funny! Nevermind, its just me. (: But I really felt that it was very fun, cause there's like much better competition there. The J2 track people are SO FAST! And there's this J1, she wore SNEAKERS and she ran so fast! Like second in the timings. Full of admiration for her, cause I cannot run in sneakers. Haha.

Tata, off to do my homework, there's a Literature test tomorrow! Shall update.. some other time. (: Chiroko's level 33! I want to buy maple cash! Haha. BYE!

2007-03-30T23:06:00.000+08:00

I'm drained! So freaking tired. Haha. Forgot to bring my file to school today so had to borrow notes, and tell every teacher that taught me for the day that I rushed out of house that I forgotten about the file. (: Anyways, after school I went to this marketplace near Queensway shopping centre to eat lunch with Yini and Eileen. I ate fried ginger onion fried fish rice set. Yummy! Then went Queensway shopping centre to shop. I want to buy that pale yellow Nike sports bra! ): But there isn't my size. Only left with L and XL. It looks so nice! Love that shade of yellow. Haha. Went back school at around 4 plus cause volleyball starts at 5. Yini went for netball and Eileen went for debate. Today's training wasn't all that tiring. It was quite fun. Haha. Cause we got a new coach! Not really sure whether we have to pay, cause the CCA isn't official in the school yet. ): Anyway, training ended at around 8 plus and I went to take bus ALONE. ): And I missed a bus. It didn't stop for me! Ended up only reaching home at 10pm.

Thats my day. (:

2007-03-29T22:30:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I've last posted! Haha. Few days of hetic JC life has began. I want to complain so much! ): Our timetable got so little breaks that I keep getting hungry in between lessons. My teachers are quite alright, and kind of good. (: LUCKILY I don't take geography cause they got KSL as their tutor. Haha! He's our DM and he keeps catching girls for short skirts EVEN THOUGH their skirts weren't even short. I haven't got caught yet, phew. (:

Our PE lessons were so straining! Guess its been long since I've worked out. Even till now, my leg muscles still ache like crazy. And guess what? I did something very stupid and rash - I signed up for 3 events for the upcoming ACJC sports meet. Oh man! ): I'm sure going to embarrass myself if I happen to come in last. Boohoo. And there's finally volleyball tomorrow! Just when I decided to check out the ballet class. Haha. And there's a new upcoming CCA - Cheerleading! (: I'm considering to join it, since it seems interesting. Haha. But I have to make sure I could do my spilts. Seems thousands of years ago that I last did one.

Went shopping like last week, and bought some things! Haha. Converse sneakers which were on sale, a notebook from Kinokuniya and a polka dot pencil case! (: So happy. And I so want a new bag. A big bag, like the size of my Nike bag, cause the strap is like ROTTING. It keeps making black marks on my uniforms! And now they are ruined. ):

And I really need to get started on my late tutorials if I want to be hardworking.

My oh-so-pretty notebook. Spent $21 on it! (:

Pink polka dots.

Sneakers! In the same colour theme as ACJC's uniform. Haha.

Lastly, me! (: Tata,

2007-03-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

MARCH HOLIDAYS! (:

Hmm. I kind of can't remember what I did on Monday. Oh! Went to play volleyball at HongKah Community Centre, while QingTian guys played basketball. I hit the ball so hard that I got this super enormous bruise on my right wrist. Haha. Its about 5cm in length and 3cm in width? Big isn't it? I'm so proud of myself. (: Then after that we went to Huayning's house. Played mahjong, poker cards and some number game. Forfeits were to call up the guys and say some real stupid stuff. Haha! It was fun! Guess the guys were super irritated by us. They went, "You all still playing ah.." (: Made Konnyaku jelly thats not exactly solid. Ate it nevertheless! Yumm!

Tuesday I stayed home. ): While the girls went to the beach. Hmph! I so badly wanted to go. But my sister got Dance Floor tickets from her friend, so I had to choose either. Anyway, I stayed home and watched Hana Kimi! Then went to Mediacorp in a cab. Weikeat went too! Haha. My sister was so angry at the taxi driver cause he drove at a retarded speed. Like 40km/h only. Luckily we were not late. We got to stand at the sides of the stage and got a pretty good view. Some dancers are pretty good! But they don't seem that good on television. I don't know why. Hmm. Haha. Ate Roti Prata at some shop in Bukit Timah after that. My sister and her friend ordered too much food that we had to take away cause they can't finish. (:
Baby Erica. She's half Caucasian! Pretty ain't she? My neighbour's baby. (: Met her at the corridor after lunch.

Eh, Wednesday.. Went to class outing. Ate at Swensens. Spent a freaking $28 on food! I could have bought a bag with that money! ): James didn't tell me it was Charlotte's birthday. Or I may reconsider going. Haha. Cause I don't want to spend money! Besides, I didn't bring any present, so weird. The ice cream cake costs a bomb. Think it was $70 over. I don't even spend this much for my besties' birthdays! Went to Alderic's house to play mahjong after class outing. And I found a shop that sells lolita and gothic clothes! So happy! Sharyl introduced the shop to me. (: Shall shop there some other time. Haha.
Me and Shelvi after class outing. (:

Amazing! Me pairing up with Huayning. (:

Today.. Had date with Hazel! Went for breakfast at Jurong Point's MacDonalds with the girls. I brought Konnyaku jelly for them to eat. (: Then shopped. Haha. Bought perfume after a long time sniffing at SaSa. Escada Into The Blue. (: Think it was out quite some time ago.. Nevermind! As long as it smells nice. Haha. Met Hazel at Jurong East MRT and headed towards town. Two of us were so blur that we overshot travelling one stop. Haha. Didn't buy anything in town, cause I couldn't really find anything attractive. ): I want a pencil case! But I'm looking for something real unique. Called Ting once I reached home and chatted with her for an hour or so! Haha. We've got so many things to talk about. Hmm. That's all for today. (:
Escada Into The Blue!

Konnyaku jellys. (:

2007-03-11T20:05:00.000+08:00

Went shopping with the girls today! I hope we'll go shopping more often. (: Haha. Bought a bag from Bugis Street. So now, the four of us got the same bag! Its $28 only. Isn't that cheap! Been searching for this kind of bag; it can function as a tote bag or a sling bag. And its the size that I want! Actually wanted to buy this Adidas bag which costs $104, but its kind of too big, like my Nike bag. So I won't really have any purpose for my Nike bag since I'll be using the new one. Luckily I didn't buy it that day! Haha.

And its the holidays. I feel like exercising, since I think I'm getting fatter. This calls for more volleyball practicing with the girls. (: Let's sweat it out. And I really need to go down to Anchorpoint to check the ballet class one day. It's either I've been too lazy or busy, but I haven't got round to see the ballet class. Haha. I really like dancing though I'm not really talented in it, so I'll just treat it as a form of exercise! (:

I rented Hana Kimi from a shop at Gek Poh. The show's kind of hilarious and extremely entertaining! My holidays won't be wasted away then. (: Gotta go! Take care peeps.

This is the bag we bought:

2007-03-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

Its been long since I've made a post. Well, JAE posting results are out and I'm staying at ACJC. Apparently their cut off point lowered to about 7 points for both Art stream and Science stream. ): Its going to be so stressful there. In addition, I'm appealing to take a 4th H2 subject, pushing up my H1 Literature to H2. I guess I have to work doubly hard, cause I'll be taking two new subjects; Literature and Biology. Mug!

Its been long since the last volleyball training. But it seems meaningless to attend now, no more friends there! I'll be alone. ACJC's second intake had alot of new people. Many from the first intake either went to better schools or couldn't get in. ): It's kinda sad actually.

Anyway, I changed my blog layout! Its really simple, but I got bored looking at the previous layout. Haha. And, instead of a tagboard, I'm using Haloscan instead. Comment please people! (:

And here are some random pictures, with my besties:

Sick :(

2007-02-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

I'm dying. Well, not exactly.

Just when I've decided to be a good student and attend the second Swim PE, I fell sick. So 2 days of staying home, recuperating.. Oh well, at least I did some homework. Late homework to be exact. Haha.

I miss CSS! I miss the people there, I miss having recesses, I miss siting with Fiona, I miss all the crapping I had with the girls. :( Guess its time to move on.
-random

Now I'm totally bored at home, eating medicine then sleep, then do a little homework. And now its time for lunching. Bye people! Sorry for this messed up post which is also rather short.
-random

I want to run away, away. And fly into my dreams that hug me tight.

Valentine's Day & CNY Eve

2007-02-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hey people of the world! I just returned home from my grandma's house. Had a great reunion dinner and catching ups with my dearest cousins. (: Will see them tomorrow again for the annual mahjong session. Haha. Our family had a mini reunion dinner early afternoon at about 12pm. Mum cooked my favourite fish! Hadn't ate that fish in ages. Some black bean fish, I don't exactly know what it is actually. Weikeat joined us for the reunion dinner. Hope misses him so much. Haha. He kept jumping non stop. After lunch I went shopping at town with my sister. We spent close to $200! Bought a dress, a pair of short heels and a necklace. Last minute new year shopping! Haha. And I got a Pandora's Box membership card. On Monday I bought Roxy denim shorts and a Roxy shirt. These are my CNY clothes!

Hadn't posted in a while. Let's see.. School is as usual, except there were celebrations yesterday and only half day of school. No lessons! And my class had a little party in our base class. After school, Shelvi, Ting and me went back to CSS to watch the CNY celebrations there. Mr Ng and some other teachers danced! Was quite surprised. Haha. Those who saw the preformance should know the reson why.

And last Wednesday was Valentine's Day! ACJC was really enthusiastic bout Valentine's Day and we even had a tee-shirt to wear to school especially for that special day. But ACJC's idea of Valentine's Day was to celebrate God's love for us. No matter who we are, we'll all have that secret admirer who's always going to be there for us: God. And I love Him cause He first loved me. (: Anyways, almost everyone has at least a balloon or a rose in the school! James gave each and every girl in our class a rose and even the teachers and lecturers who taught us that day. So nice right? Haha. And I got a bunch of stuff from Weikeat. Lets see. A bunch of flowers with Roche, Wasabi flavored macadamia nuts, some jelly with heart shaped strawberry, heart balloon, and an Adidas watch. Did I miss out anything? Haha. Stupid boy wasted so much money. And there was a concert at the concourse after school! The teachers sang really nice. (: 14 Feb was also the deadline for the JAE school choices submission. I chose ACJC. Was considering JJC at first but chose ACJC in the end. Haha.

Anyway,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! Its exactly midnight now! Good luck in everything you do in this new year! Forget all the bad things that happened in the previous year and have a fresh new start as another year starts.

Oops, sidetracked a bit. Anyways, the girls baked butter cookies! For Valentine's Day. Most of the decorations in icing are done by me! And I'm proud of the products. Haha. Here are the pictures of the four of us at work:

Baking in progress.

Snowy hills! Or rather flour-ry.

Tada! The dough.

Lets use our hands!

A heart here and there.

Ready to be baked!

Lovely cookies.

Initial cookie designs.

Happy Valentine's Day in Japanese! (:

SSTH.

Sarang Hae Yo.

(-_-)

Burnt cookies. Gab's colour. Haha!

Big cookie.

Fat cookie.

That's all the photos! (: Cookie baking was fun. Let's bake again some day ya? SSTH rocks. Love you girls!

Thanks for everything.

Lost

2007-02-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

Pretty Valentine's Day brownies bought from JJC's Love Fiesta.

Picked up this flower on my way to CSS collecting O level results. Nice colours right?

Me & Shelvi.

Me & HuiYee. One of my good friends I've made in ACJC!

Me & Charmaine. Another good friend I've made in ACJC!

This week was a very busy week. Not exactly cause of schoolwork, but in a sense that many events happened. I skipped school on Monday and attended school at JJC instead. Wore River Vallety's nurse uniform and tied french braid. Haha. Totally looked like a nurse. Well, JJC's school system is kind of slack. Like teachers don't even bother that we crashed the JC and I heard there were many students who skipped school entirely or lessons, as a class even! There's no such thing happening in ACJC, I assure you. Shelvi and Ting crashed JJC with me as well, but they were late and their Ez links got confiscated. They nearly had a hard time getting their ez-links back, but in the end Ting sort of 'stole' hers and Shelvi just admitted that she crashed. Guess what? The teacher just said "I didn't see you, I didn't see you." Haha. We had to get an MC as an excuse for skipping school, so we queued up at Bukit Batok polyclinic to see the doctor. And freak, the doctor I saw scolded me! Hmphh. I guess he knew I skipped school and just wanted an MC. Ate dinner at Westmall with the girls and bought mochi! The uncle gave me 3 free and only gave Shelvi and Huayning 1 free. Haha.

Returned school on Tuesday and exchanged uniform with Eileen. Her RV uniform is so small! So I ended up wearing a super short dress. (: Had Cross Country run on Wednesday, at Turf City. Walked quite alot through the run, though I'm in competitive. Haha! And I got number 200 ++. Even Ting's faster than me! Was freaking tired after the run and I still got to travel home. ): But I got home in the end anyways. Hm, nothing much happened on Thursday that I remembered, and Friday it's the collection of results! Took photos with 1SD2 people at the concourse. Estelle brought some rabbit ear hairband that she made everyone wear and took photos. Haha. Haven't seen the photos yet though. Had school till 10 am. Chemistry lecture and GP tutorial. Not much people turned up for the Chemistry lecture; barely half. And we watched videos for our GP lesson! Imagine a computer lab full of Mac computers. ACJC has that! Love Mac computers! They look so stylish. (:

Went back to CSS a little too early. Well, my results aren't expected. I guess I got too complacent and expected too much of myself when I'm not working hard enough to acheive those results. Kind of cried quite alot, not cause of results, but the fact that these results are going to separate us 4. Perhaps I'm really selfish, but I would really love to keep those people close to me right next to me, like being in the same school. But this isn't going to be happening. ): It's okay! As Hazel told me, long distance friendships may even strengthen! I will get over it and move on. Its 2 years only afterall. We can still end up in the same University, NTU or NUS. So, see you people after 2 years! Besides, I'm super proud of Ting who got 8A1s! I've got a super smart friend! And also Shelvi who got 5A1s! Tada! 2 super smart friends. (:

Wanted to go Innova's carnival yesterday, but cause of work, I didn't go. Shopped at Causeway Point. Saw Hongian! Haha. Almost didn't recognise him. Shelvi bought a cardigan, and we ate ice cream. There was this guy who tried to ask for my number. I thought he was asking something else so I almost immediately muttered a "no". The girls were laughing so loudly! I kind of feel so bad for the guy. Think he was quite embarrassed. Substituted Huayning for work. The wedding dinner had individual portions so it wasn't that tiring. The mango pudding looked so yummy! ): Didn't have a chance to eat it though. And once again, I did ushering instead of cocktail. Yay!

Shopped at Bugis today with the girls.

Okay! Shall go sleep. Have dental tomorrow and won't be attending school I think. Got loads of assignments uncompleted. Goodnights!

I'm confused. I hate making the wrong decisions yet I feel that I'm doing just that. I don't want to lose my friends, so I'm in a real dilemia as to which JC to choose. And I don't wan to make the wrong decision about you. Can someone up there help? ):

Weekend!

2007-02-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

Its finally the weekend. The week seems to take so long to pass; lectures, tutorials and homework! The dreaded homework. Anyway, it seems like I'm getting along fine in ACJC, but the JAE results are going to be out next week. I pray and hope that I'll get better results than my prelims, or maybe its okay that it remains constant, but not worse. If I do, I bet I'll cry my lungs out. Haha.

Darr's back in school and I guess he's fine. (: Now he's labelled a mugger cause he was able to catch up with schoolwork and with ease. Haha. NERD!

Mass PE is getting more and more horrendous. We ran 6 freaking rounds in total last Wednesday. Its tiring. And worse still, I still have to run 2 more rounds during volley. But volley was fun, Ms Tank wasn't in school so we played games with the seniors. And trained too! Next Wednesday is AC's cross country, so there won't be any tryouts still. Many people seem to be getting really good with the volleyball. Shall need to practise doubly hard to get in the team. ):

Today seemed like a very long day. Went to JJC carnival in the morning, with darr. He stayed over yesterday night. It looks very successful. (: Pretty crowded, and the rides seemed fun. Saw Margareth and her friend there and they gave me free Uncle Ringo's rides vouchers! Haha. But didn't sit any rides cause they either seemed too intimidating or too childish. Spent bout $30 worth of tickets on food, food and food. Oh! And earrings. Bought another pair of ribbon earrings. Did I mention buying earrings the other day at Jurong East with the auntie giving me a pair free? Aunties love me. Haha. Ya, and I bought 2 pairs of ribbon earrings that day. Back to the carnival.. Food looked nice, and many followed the 'Love Fiesta' theme. Heart shaped icings on brownies. (: They looked so cute that I don't really bear to eat them. They're sitting in my refrigerator. Haha. Played volley with Ting and Shelvi at JJC for about an hour plus before heading home.

Dranked ice milo at Gek Poh's MacDonalds while darr ate. Then went home to bathe before going to town to meet class people for a mini class outing. It's 'mini' cause not the whole class is there. Only bout half? Or lesser. Dined at Taka's Sushi Tei. And a shocking news! James, our class rep, took 30 mins to calculate our separate bills. But he did a good job. Haha. This class outing was kind of fruitful, since I got to know some girls a little better. Like Eileen, and Helsa. (: Eileen stays so near me! Ya, so we went home together after the outing.

Shall go off now. Tired after such a long day out. G'night people!

Swim PE

2007-01-30T19:02:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Swim PE was terrible yesterday. I totally couldn't do the front crawl, so I joined the Beginners. Haha. Pretty embarrassing, but I got over it. (: Joining Beginners is rather slack; we're dismissed early, and we get to bathe first. Guess what? Siti's there too. I still remember swimming in our primary school days. And I got to know this other person whose name is Hope!

Then after school, HuayNing came over to AC and we played volleyball. Tomorrow's the tryouts and I really do hope I get in. I'm pretty nervous about it, even my palms are sweating now when I'm typing. ): We left school at about 6pm and ate dinner together at Jurong East's Kobayashi. Loved the time spent with them. (: Was quite tired when I got home so I went straight to bed. About 9 + pm. Amazingly, I'm still very tired today despite sleeping so many hours, as compared to others. And I didn't touch any homework. Haha.

Today's a very cold day. The wind's chilling. And I didn't bring my jacket. So I was practically freezing in every lecture and tutorial. Thank goodness Shelvi brought hers. The lesson that passes the fastest is of course Literature. Had so much fun that time flew. And the Maths lecturer let us off 20 mins earlier cause she heard the wrong bell. Haha.

Oh, before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY sis!

After school, I went back to Commonwealth to watch the SYF dance. Met Hazel at Jurong East and we went together. They are very good I guess! Ding Hong's choreography is nice! I personally feel it's nicer than the previous SYF. (: Saw Clara sweetheart and many other juniors. Didn't really talk to them though, cause we left quite early. Haha. Catched up with Hazel alot though; talking about our respective schools, combinations and stuff. (: Hope to see you soon girl!

Shall go off now. Getting abit tired though its still considerably early. Haha. Bye people!

This Is The Day

2007-01-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

Just got reminded of this old christian song I learnt when I was young; 'This Is the Day that the Lord Has Made'. (: Haha. Cause darr was not well and didn't have time for me, I spent the day with my dearest family and friends. Its kind of fruitful, especially when I haven't been spending much time with them recently.

There's supposed to be an OG outing today, but I didn't join them. Had to get my swim wear by today cause there's swim PE tomorrow. Ya, great. So met the girls at Jurong Point, and the four of us went Pizza Hut to eat lunch; a treat from ting ting, since she got her scholarship money. Ate Hawaiian Lover's and Cheese Lover's. Then we walked around trying to find a presentable swimsuit. I couldn't find any in particular that I liked, so I didn't buy any. Ting and Shelvi bought the same one. Haha. And 2 people commented on my bear earrings today! I made the earrings myself; bought the materials from a shop in Chinatown. A waitress at Pizza Hut and another sales person from Sports Link said it was nice. (:

My designer pizza. (:

Spot my bear earrings!

HuayNing & me.

After walking around for bout an hour or 2, I went home and joined my family for dinner. Went back to Jurong Point to eat Crystal Jade for dinner. Its to celebrate my sister's birthday on 30th. Crystal Jade's renovated and its super crowded, as usual. Had to wait for quite some time before we got a table. Ate lamien. I don't quite like lamien, it doesn't taste as nice as other western restaurants. Haha.

Went home after dinner and played Dota with my brother. Too bad its kind of laggy for him so played only an hour. And there's school again tomorrow! I've not yet started on my maths tutorial. ): There's still loads of assignments coming in. Boohoo.

Work, work, work

2007-01-26T16:46:00.000+08:00

Yes, work, work & work. Its kinda getting busy these few days. I used to think first 3 months are for slacking, but I'm absolutely wrong. Well, perhaps it is easy to escape if you didn't do your work, but it'll be hard to catch up. Unlike secondary school where everything is so simple; you just need to read the notes, attempt some questions, check answers given and viola! But JC's just so different. Perhaps it's due to the lectures. Cause they just go on and on, whereas in secondary school, the teachers keep checking whether the class is following the lesson and repeats to make lesson clearer.

My maths tutorial teacher is so freaking funny! Not exactly humourous, but he laughs at his own jokes which is really very comical. He's quite old already, teaching since the 1970s. And my class rep. thinks the teacher is in love with me for no particular reason. Haha.

Next week's the volleyball tryouts. I so badly want to get in. ): Just pray and leave the rest to God I guess.

Going to darr's house now! Poor boy hasn't been eating much. ): Bye people!

1SD2

2007-01-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

That's my class. (: Though I didn't really mix around in my class that much, I think my classmates are pretty nice. Haha. Main reason for not mixing around is that Shelvi is in the same class as me! One thing I don't like about by class is that dar's not there. ): School's been the same, except tutorials start this week. I've became kind of busy, trying to keep up with school work and stuff despite seniors telling us to slack off during the first 3 months. Yes, I am trying to do homework. (: Our classes don't end early but there are quite some breaks between. So during these breaks we just sit around, eat, chat, and ya. Haha. I'm glad Shelvi is there, at least there's someone close enough to chat to during these breaks.

And we have swim PE. Shucks.
It starts next week. Ain't looking forward to it.

Celebrated Jeffrey's birthday on Sunday. And played pool. Quite fun if you don't play too often and if there's people who'll let you win. Haha. Went to eat dinner at Johnson's Duck near Ian's house. And a Tiramisu cake which is quite nice actually. (: And dar played basketball with my brother and some other people.

I miss dar. ): He didn't go school today though I met him after school. Poor boy. Get well soon! And our timetables are quite different. Won't get to see him that often anymore.

Literature's the most fun lesson of all! Today we analysed this poem by E.E. Cummings. Its really interesting so take a look:

ygUDuh by E.E. Cummings

ydoan
yunnuhstan

ydoan o
yunnuhstand dem
yguduh ged

yunnuhstan dem doidee
yguduh ged riduh
ydoan o nudn

LISN bud LISN

dem
gud
am

lidl yelluh bas
tuds weer goin

duhSIVILEYEzum

With that, I end this post. Think about the poem! (: Nights.

Skipped School

2007-01-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Instead of going school, I went for orientation at CSS today. Haha. Today the Secondary Ones were arranged in classes and not their orientation groups. Lucky though! Its hard to handle that bunch of people. So we played some games, cheered and did the friendship dance. The Secondary Ones are really immature! They seem like those little kids who are really afraid of being in contact with a member of the opposite gender. And they are 13 years old! So I ended up dancing without a partner for most times during the friendship dance. And I don't want to scare them off by grabbing their hands. Haha. The most fun part of today was the games the peer leaders played within ourselves! Real fun. We are like still very high despite many were very tired after staying over in school. Would like to play like this some other time. (: And we took photos!

View of Pandan Reservoir from the school. Pretty!

The 3 of us, without Huayning. Where did she go?! ):

Okay! This time the 4 of us. Besties!

Shelvi & me.

Spastic! Darr & me.

Shall go sleep now. Need to go ACJC tomorrow morning to watch darr play bball! (: Then still have to go work. Gosh, I'll be so tired. And Spirited Away is now showing on Channel U! One of my favourite shows. If you haven't watched it, which is highly impossible, go watch it! (:

CSS Orientation

2007-01-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

Its a happy day! I've found my wallet. Whee! (: Real glad cause I don't need to spend money replacing the IC and buying a new wallet. Though I'll probably buy another wallet soon. Haha. Yay. I prayed really hard yesterday, and true enough, God answered my prayers. I knew He would. I didn't thought anyone was so kindhearted enough to return my wallet, much less to say with everything intact. The anonymous person left it in my letter box. I'm so thankful such people exist! It makes the world a much nicer place to live in.

Went back to CSS for Secondary One orientation today. I felt that they were kind of deprived, cause the orientation was a rather simple one, no games and even no orientation tee-shirt. Nevertheless, it was fun but tiring teaching them cheers and trying to get them participate. I was grouped up with Ting and darr. Our group's name was Spirited, meaning lively, energetic and happy. But apparently some people interpreted it wrongly and thought it meant 'spirits'. Haha. I thought of the group name! It was supposed to be a Commonwealthian value.

Anyways, I realised the Secondary One guys are getting more and more immature each year. They are shrinking too. I saw some really small sized kids that look really cute, but are probably monstrous to handle. My group was quite okay, except for a few playful guys and real quiet girls. Pretty hard settle them down and get them to listen, but that's all. (: It makes me feel that teachers are actually very noble. Haha. Didn't stay over at school though, cause darr said we should be taking turns to patrol round certain areas and that isn't any fun. So decided to go home and here I am! Blogging. Should get some sleep already though. Getting late and I'm exhuasted. Bye! There's still school tomorrow. And I've got assignments untouched. Boohoo.

Photos!

2007-01-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hi people! I'm finally here to blog. Been really busy these days, reaching home quite late and of course, dead tired. Anyways, here are some of the photos:

23 December 06 Church Christmas Dinner;

Maggie & me.

Deborah & me.

An artistic photo taken by darr. (: Its me by the way.

Darr's tattoo! Drawn by me, using a black marker.

Saw these small tiny meeny snails at town after the dinner. They are out to party too!

Darr and me.

Us again! This time on the MRT.

Not sure where is this taken. But its us again! We sure love cam-whoring. (:

Random Photos;

My OG photo! Click to view larger size.

Okay. That's all of the photos.

ACJC is fun! Actually its not really hectic, but recently darr and me had been busy searching for a PSP! We've been visiting Chinatown for about 4 days in a row. Haha. We're sharing it. And we finally bought it today. Ceramic White colour, cost us about $340. The functions are very good; besides playing games, watching videos and listening to music, users are able to access the internet! Just like a laptop. I've tried it, its exactly the same as any computer or laptop. Just that the on screen keyboard may need some time to get used to. Buying a PSP is really quite confusing cause there are so many different versions offered and you don't really know which to buy.

And guess what? I lost my wallet yesterday. Yes, again! Oh freak. I really shouldn't be so careless anymore in the future. My Pierre Cardin wallet! Plus my IC too. $100 gone to replace just the IC. Shall work more to earn back another wallet and replace those lost items. ): Amazingly, this time I didn't cry! Realised it only this morning and got no idea exactly where I dropped it. Most probably on a bus, 243G. Rats.

Volleyball today was less tiring than the first training. But there are quite some people who backed out from the CCA, and also new people who joined today. We ran only 2 rounds around the track and the drills don't seem as tiring as last week's. Darr went into the basketball team. He was selected! Didn't watch his selection tryouts, but shall watch him train this Saturday! (:

Going to Commonwealth Secondary tomorrow to help out with the Secondary Ones orientation. I think this year's orientation isn't as properly planned. Most things are kind of last minute, even the batch dance, which we only learnt last week. Well, hope tomorrow's going to be fine, and no scoldings cause the people who went back today to help out got scold by Mdm Rose for their untidy attire and other stuff.

PSP! It looks so pretty in white. (: Goodnights people!

busy

2007-01-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

There's something really wrong with blogger. I can't edit my html when creating posts. So, my photos will be posted up sometime later. I got my OG group photo! (: My OGLs gave them in IKEA photo frames as a present. Real sweet.

This week of school was very busy. Introductory lectures, deciding on which subjects to take and also the CCA. Well, I skipped rather alot of introductory lectures, slacking around at the void deck or at the library. But in the end i decided to take H2 Chemistry, H2 Mathematics, H1 English Literature, H1 General Paper, Project Work, H1 Chinese Language and.. H2 Biology. Yes, its kind of crazy to start Biology so late. So I'm trying to catch up by reading the 'O' levels materials now! Abit confused here and there, but I got the help of my 2 besties. (: As for Literature, the first lecture today was very interesting. Besides the teachers made the lesson fun for us. I'm also looking forward to studying the Literature texts. As for Math, today's lecture was pretty boring. Was nodding off constantly cause the teacher was quite boring. Chemistry was confusing and GP lecture was only an introduction to writing essays.

This week I was also late for school once! On Wednesday. Of course, also dragging darr down with me. Cause we travel to school together. We were asked to go for detention class but in the end the teacher in charge of DC lets the J1s off cause its our 'first time'. Wasted our time waiting for DC to start. But unlike Commonwealth, their DC is to only grab a seat and do your homework quietly. So in a sense its quite helpful accademically.

Also, I attended the first Volleyball training session! Its pretty fun. But I think the coach is kind of strict and expect alot from people joining the CCA. For example, I think we are supposed to run 6 rounds around the track, 2.4km, as warm up. For the first training, it was only 2 rounds. Phew! Then we have to do drills, then the actual training starts. Well, there is still selection cause its competitive volleyball. 17 people will be choosen only. If I don't get in.. I'm not sure what I will join. Maybe dance? Or something related to sports.

Its been a fun week so far and next week is going to be full of lectures. In addition, I'll also be helping out at Commonwealth's Secondary One's orientation on thursday and friday. Learnt part of the mass dance today back in the secondary school. Busy busy. Also looking forward to volleyball trainings coming wednesday! I've also been spending loads of money on food. Have to cut down! Darr and me are like eating at expensive places alternate days. Swensens on last thurs and Billy Bombers today. Shall go broke at this rate. Haha. Its a rather cold day so I'm going off to bed early! Bye people, and take care. (:

ACJC!

2007-01-07T12:44:00.000+08:00

FAERIES. :D

Well, thats the name of my orientation group. For the past four days of school, we had orientation. The Commonwealthians are mostly separated into different groups but some landed up in the same OG. Unfortunately, that didn't occur for me. However, after these four days, the 17 of us had became friends despite coming from different secondary schools and totally not knowing each other before. Not to forget the 2 OGLs! Aileen and Bryan. Awesome & huh? (:

I must admit that the first day of orientation was quite a bore. Being strangers to each other, our group was real silent. But we gradually warmed up to each other the next few days. (: Through this orientation, we are able to witness the strong ACJC school spirit through all the loud cheerings during the mass rallies. Especially the OGLs who shouted till their voices were hoarse and yet they are still as enthusiastic as ever. We've made new friends, got ourselves burnt and dirty. One thing I really dislike about the orientation though, is the mud. Its freaking disgusting. I'm glad I stayed out of the mud games. The mass dances were nice too, but kinda hard to remember. And the campfire night (yesterday night) was crazy. Dancing and dancing, forming those really long human chain lines and of course, cheering again.

We went to our OGL, Bryan's house yesterday during OG time. His house is really big. Played games there and ate pizza. Had fun! And on our way there, there's this drunken guy (I presume) who said "Hi sweetheart." to me! Its freaking scary. And i could smell the stench of alchohol from his breath. Terrible.

We also had the CCA exhibitions yesterday. I've signed up for Volleyball, Choir, Dance, Strategic Games (they play bridge) and Christian Fellowship. (: These are not confirmed yet though. There's still tryouts and auditions.

Anyways, its going to be the introductory lectures next week! Really looking forward to them. Its kinda weird coming out from my mouth right? (: How can I being looking forward to studying? Hmm. I'm not sure whether I'll be staying on in ACJC after PAE though. Cause the discipline's quite strict and Ting and Shelvi may not be staying on. The fate lies on my results though!

I'm seriously pissed off yesterday night. Even if I'm being childish and petty, I don't deserve such a treatment. Perhaps if you were some mafia leader or something, I could have excused you. If you are going to be this violent, this rude, then forget it.

2007

2007-01-01T15:55:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year! Time flies and its now another new year. This year was truly an eventful year; I've learnt many new things, made many decisions which I haven't regretted so far, and also realised those important people who have always stood by me. I'm glad you guys exist. I've also gotten alot closer to my family and God. Including Hope! (:

I've lost some good friends, but come to think of it, I've learnt much more in the process. And I'm satisfied. I'm happy. Perhaps things could be changed initially but now I rather it stay this way. So, good luck to you! I wish you all the best, sincerely and from the bottom of my heart. (: God bless.

To darr, happy 4th month! You weren't the greatest boyf and I aren't the greatest girlf, so we make the greatest couple!

To Ting, Huay Ning and Shelvi, I hope we'll never grow apart. You three are the bestest friends anyone could have. Thanks for cheering me up when I'm down, thanks for supporting me all the way and also thanks for all the crappy things we talk about. Love ya people.

And also Fiona! We've sat together for how many years? 2 and a half i guess. (: You know me inside out. Thanks loads for helping me those countless times in schoolwork and everything else. We've known each other from Primary 1? So its err, 10 years already. I'm glad to have you as a friend for so long.

There are also many people whom I'm not really close with, but they too brightened up my days in school, and I'll miss you guys for sure.

After all the thanksgiving, I've gotta make some new year resolutions!
-To be tidy. No more stacks of notes flying around, no more missing cases of worksheets.
-To study!!
-Learn a third language and to be able to converse fluently in that particular language.
-To never drift away from my 3 dearest friends!
-Save money. And keep my phone bill in checked.
-Be myself. And not to try fitting into cliques when I'm totally different.
-Stop being a crybaby! To smile, smile and smile.
-Hmm. What else? To be a good daughter, a good friend, and a good girlf!
And lastly, to love the people around me. (:

Baby Boy

2006-12-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

song title: Baby Boy, by Big Brovaz. enjoy!

From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year we spent together
How it's been, what we went through
Although we've had our little ups and downs
We still pulled through

Baby girl you're my world my everything
I wanna lace you with diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I'll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can't wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby - what

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy.

Everytime I look at you, I can't believe
I've found a love so true and
I took my time to put my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I spend with you
You make me believe I have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew that
you would be mine

Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling this was meant to be
Without you I'd be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile,
I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child C'mon

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy

If you were to go, I don't know
You're the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel has to be true
Cause you're my, my sweet love

Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you're not by my side
You're the only girl that's on my mind
I never knew a love like this,
A love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way,
you're gonna see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you one day baby eh..

My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps on passing by
You'll always be my baby boy.